Merry Christmas

I'm at the age where I tend to play down birthdays and Christmases and since my All Clear in October I've had (objectively) quiet ones, but actually a part of me is marking these events with that release of adrenaline one gets in the upper abdomen sometimes. I see that these were events that, possibly (25% chance), I may not have seen. So, I may not be out clubbing for Christmas but I'm internally, quietly, but exhilaratingly, celebrating. Not just Christmas (whatever that means), but being here, with my family and friends and trees and everything else in life.  

Totally feeling very John Denver. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9Gh6dn7hzQ